Self re-Discovery

First of all, Happy Eid Mubarak to everyone who celebrates - myself included. If it's so hard to do  it before, let this day be the day for you to let go and forgive others but remember to not exclude yourself to receive some forgiveness too. Forgive yourself first, love yourself first. It's also been more than two months for me staying at home. Bored? Obviously. Anxious? No doubt. But strangely speaking, I feel content too. My guess, I've been dealing with it one step at a time and I can finally able to see the end of it. Peace. The anxiety comes back once in awhile but I no longer feel the need to fight back, so I accept it. And it's gone sooner than I thought it would.

I've been skipping Corona virus updates for awhile to ease my anxiety

I know some of you probably feel the same. At the first phase of quarantine - mid March, I also felt like I'm losing some sense in me. The feeling of -'few seconds more than this, I'm gonna lose it' constantly reached my mind. No amount of video calls could help. I wanted to go out, but going out made me dizzy. I treated everyone like a carrier even my family members. I spent a crazy ton of time scrolling through e-commerces and a crazy ton more of money to redecorate my room. Just for the sake of 'I'm doing everything I could to stay sane!'

Social Distance?

Basically, social distance means staying away from the crowd. Staying at home, doesn't go to work (for some people), doesn't go to the mall, doesn't meet with friends, doesn't go anywhere. It's highly suggested due to the outbreak of Coronavirus since between December last year till the beginning of 2020. Some people do meditating, spent time with family, but somehow here in my country, people use this 'lockdown' to go on vacation, like seriously?

The purpose of schools being locked down is to prevent the virus from spreading rapidly. We all know the spreading will be multiple times faster in a crowded place, yet people think schools being locked down means it's time to go on vacation. Help me I'm going insane with what are those people thinking.

Despite people being confused, anxious, or even bored during this social distance because they can't do anything they used to do, it doesn't really affect my life too much. Since I own a business and most of the time I work from home, it's just feel like another day to me. I regularly visit some malls in my free time and now I can't go to the mall, yes, but I don't usually buy anything when I go to the mall. I love online shopping instead. But I know some of you might feel a little bit shook up with this change of routine and don't know what to do at home during the lockdown so here's some things you still can do at home:

Bangkok Trip (Part 2): My Itinerary

Kalo kalian tanya aku ke mana aja? Jujur tempat aku lebih banyak menghabiskan waktu duduk-duduk di cafe, atau makan chicken skewer di pinggir jalan, atau keluar masuk toko lucu. Eh tapi jangan salah! Tentu saja aku juga menyempatkan diri mengunjungi tempat-tempat yang ikonik bagi turis. Jadi postingan kali ini aku akan beberkan tempat mana aja yang aku kunjungi kemarin. Aku mulai dari tempat-tempat ikoniknya dulu ya. Baru setelah itu cafe dan toko-toko lucu yang kukunjungi.

Daddy and The Muscle Academy
Daddy and The Muscle Academy