Midnight Thought

     It's 23:53 here. I've been yawning for a while now. But I don't really want to sleep anytime soon. And my mind wanders back to the time when I was in college. Surrounded by a lot of friends that actually nowhere to be seen right now. Not in real life or in social media. Not that they don't have any social media but we just never really stay in touch despite a lot of platforms we have, saying that we are friends. And we are still friends indeed. Just don't really try to stay in touch.
     Or "I" do not really try to stay in touch with them. For a reason that I think is enough for me to make a decision to stay away. Because lately, we are no longer friends through thick and thin. Life happens and we don't really want to get involved in each other's problems anymore. It's just beginning to feel like, "call me when you want to hang out!" and never "call me if you have some problems!"
     There's this one time that I had a problem and literally cried for help. And nobody's listening. Or maybe, they pretend they never listen. Or they think my depression is some kind of joke. Forcing me to talk to them but then, never really think it's a serious matter. 

So I left. I love them still but I left. And I am not sorry about that :(


  1. I've had to leave a friendship too before!


  2. I haven't kept many friendships throughout my education. It's fine because our lives shifted in different directions at different times. In the end, I'm happy and wouldn't be where I am if those life changes didn't happen. http://www.mrsqbeauty.com

  3. sometimes you have to choose the best one for your life


  4. I have this kind of thoughts usually and It's just something really sad to leave a friendship that doesn't work because one of the sides, or both. We have to learn to find in ourselfs what we need and be happy. I love your style girl, and I can say I love your mind too. I'm following you now. xx



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