Life is One Long Process of Getting Tired

Hi, human! 
     It's a quick post with one picture for now. Forgive me for not really updating my blog lately. I just feel so tired. My heart is tired, my mind is tired. And I think I broke down more in the last three months than I did my entire life. My friends said I need to relax and take it easy. But it's too hard for me at the moment. 
     It's like everything happens to make me mad. There's this one time, my cousin borrowed my camera. When it's back, it's totally crashed and I can't use it anymore. So I bought a new one. A week ago, my cousin borrowed my camera. And when it's back, the lens cap is gone. Like seriously? What do you think I should do? He's a family and I can't say no if they need my help. I can't take out my anger to him because the other family will say I'm arrogant and selfish. They will say that since I have enough money to buy the new one, I don't need to get angry. I know it's only the lens cap, but it's enough to piss me off, you know. 

When you're tired, it's a sign that you're almost at the end of your fight.

     Enough with my problem. Here's the single ootd picture I promised. If you follow my instagram, then you already know this pic. But since you know writing in blog is so much more fun, I'm gonna post it here too.
     And if you know me since the first time I blog, then you must know that I love clashing patterns. Even though I didn't do that hobby of mine for a while, I still love them. Here, I'm pairing my floral shirt and abstract jumpsuit. What do you think?

ATKEY shirt, UP wedges, ZARA clutch 


  1. nice pose <3
    Ahaha I know how it feels when somebody borrow out thing with no responsibility. At all.

  2. hi Rizuna, your floral shirt is looking so refreshing. Keep sharing =)


  3. Beautiful photo:)
    Have a nice week❤️❤️❤️

  4. Hope things improve and you feel better, lovely. Cute outfit and photo! Just followed!
    Would love for you to stop by my blog! :)

  5. So, next time you should not lend it to him again perhaps, it's okay if they assume you're arrogant, but we have to learn something right ? Just say him no with nice manner, hope you have great week ahead dear, cheer up!
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  6. Hello dear,
    nice post! I think next time it would be wise to say: I'm so sorry but I have given the camera to a friend of mine, he/she needs it for something important... Seriously, it's not okay to return things like that, not even if it's your cousin. You have the right to say no, just say it very diplomatically.
    Following you back now!

  7. I broke down more times than I could count in the last month alone, too, but i know for a fact that when you're tired, rest and things will get better. I hope you feel better this month, Rizuna. Good luck! x


  8. Thanks a lot, my dear :D And I'm following you back via GFC <3

    You look super. Love all outfit :D

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  10. I hope the weeks ahead turn around for you - it can be so frustrating to feel tired with life. Family issues are the worst too - I would definitely politely turn down your cousin next time he asks, and explain why you're reluctant to let him borrow your things, given his treatment of your items in the past. Things will get better :)

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  11. Wow! I'm not that bold to wear that outfit! Totally rocking it, dear :)
    I'm feeling really tired as well. Hope you get better!

  12. Loving this clashing of patterns on you. Looking great!
    Sorry to hear about your not so good days.
    Smile, because I followed you as well. Stay in touch!

  13. Totally agree with that bright hot pink sentence! Haha
    I guess we should just always take life easy!
    Stay optimist! Days are gonna be better. Like waaay better.

    Much love


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