Something You Never Imagined

This might be one of the time when I feel unworthy among them all. So apparently, I found this really amazing blog written by Kelvin Katjasungkana. (You can read it too here). He's truly an honest boy. He pours his heart out in his blog like something you never imagined. I read his posts over and over and over and feel like screaming "You really make your blog looks like your very private diary. I'm so jealous of you!"

I can't make my self throw all the things that happen in my life just like that. Because somehow, I afraid that someone I recognize read my blog, and then they know that I post how I feel about them, and start making fun of me again. Just like years ago. When they saw me as a subject of their jokes. Everything I said or did seems like funny in their eyes.

The funniest thing in life when you realized that life's a wheel. You knew it, but you might never understand it. Because you might never experienced it your self. Just remember one important thing, and this is my favorite quote of all time. KARMA IS A BITCH! WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND (sorry for the word)

It's an amazing and weird feeling when a friend of high school that used to bully and calls me 'cow' asked an advice to lose some weight days ago. Just because she was surprised when she saw me for the first time since four years. It's funny when my uncle that used to call me 'pedicab' asked the tips to lose weight because apparently, his daughter just can't stop eating and already gained so much weight.

So, reading Kelvin's blog make me feel like somehow, all the wrong things in my head lift up. You know, forgiven but not forgotten. I've passed them all in high school but I never forgot how I hated them all. We share the same feelings. I've been through what he's been going through. And I have this faith that someday later in his life, he will throw their word like they would never imagine.

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  1. thank you so much for writing this nice post for me ! I use blog as a way of communicating things I couldn't say at the moment,so I really want people who knew me to read it! and you should too ! and amen,to your hopes for me :)

  2. by the way,I followed your blog via blogger ! please kindly follow me back,would you ? let's make friends !!

  3. gonna read it.. thanks for sharing

    visit mine whenever you had a chance :D

    stay fab,
    Miss Aa

  4. Cool blog dear!
    Would you like to follow each other? Let me know, I follow back!


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