And Blah Blah Blah! Whatever You Say, IDGAF!

What's the joy of being heartbreaker?
Why can people can be so cruel to their loved one?

I'm not saying that I am a good person. I can't even say whatever cross my mind out loud except in my blog because I have a heart. I don't want people hurt because what I do or what I say. I can keep my smile for people so they don't know what's inside my heart. What I really feel.
Yes. I'm probably talking about my boyfriend. I don't expect it to have some sparks or tingles whenever we touch like what they said in some romance books. But I also don't expect a relationship that feels nothing. He's not the one I had crush for like I said in my post before. And it's not even reach two months of our relationship.
And  I already hate what's going on on us. If I can do it, I will scream out loud so he knows what I feel. I don't like to get text every minute of 24/7 from him just asking the same question.

"what are you doing?"
"where are you?"

Do I have my own life? Because I'm pretty sure he doesn't own it even that he is my boyfriend. He never there when I have a problem. He got mad whenever I told him that I have this problem and apologize for replying his messages rudely. He's not even bother himself to ask what's my problem. And he expects me to listen all problems in his f*cking mind? Nah! I don't think so.

It really was refreshing when I went to hit one of the biggest mall in town yesterday and had a quality girl time with my bestfriend. Watching movie, break fasting, and shopping was totally a big relief and distraction. No boys, no studies, no college, no problems. Just fun. I got my eyes set on this printed pencil skirt, but ended up buying a trousers from Zara.

ps: my boyfriend doesn't even know that I love blogging since he never ask what my hobby is :o


  1. thank for your sweet words on my blog sweetheart <3
    anyway, I don't want to be rude or anything but it seems that your relationship is going nowhere sweetheart, you need to tell him what's on your mind and if he doesn't even care. then well, you deserve much better girl :)

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