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I don't remember the last time I posted an article. It's almost two months ago I guess. So many bad things currently happening in my life right now and I kinda need a break from the internet. Not that I successfully did it. One of those bad things includes the break up with J. If you wonder why? I don't know. Out of the blue, it's just happened. One minute we still had that fun and nice midnight talk on the phone and the next thing I know, we broke up in the morning.

Said the long distance relationship doesn't work for him anymore. Well, if he thought so, I can't really hold him any longer now. We ended our relationship in a good way, but to be completely honest, I'm still confused. You might see me bright and shiny on Instagram but it's actually far from that. I've been trying to avoid being sad about this but one night I just couldn't keep it anymore and cried to my best friend (who actually also lives hundreds of miles away from me. Sometimes, I wonder how could I manage to live myself being far far away from all of my loved ones). Come to think about it, all my relationship or friendship status is a long distance one.

Well, I hope the bad days will soon come to an end. I kinda miss being surrounded by positive energy and a lot of creative ideas.









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